October 14, 2007

Hey guys. As some of you know a few months ago I had mentioned that I was going through a really tough time in my personal life. I was not in a place to elaborate, but now I feel like I can finally address it and get it off my chest. Matthew and I are no longer getting married. I really don't want anyone to feel sorry for me because my strongest attribute is my inner strength. Emerson said, "What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us."  It was that cheesy refrigerator magnet that got me through a very hard time. Ha! This is obviously a serious matter, but laughter makes it easier. Besides, it's not Matthew's  fault that he thought MONOGAMY was a type of tree!      So needless to say, my Ipod playlist consist of Kelly Clarkson 'Sober', Justin Timberlake 'What Goes Around Comes Back Around', and Chris Daughtry 'Over You'.  I can not tell you the number of times I have played these songs. But being such a resourceful person, all is not lost.  I think I will dye my wedding dress red and wear it to the Emmy's next year. Finola Hughes eat your heart out!       But in all seriousness, I am at a new juncture in my life. I am not sure which road I am going to end up on, but I do know that the windows will be down and I am going to enjoy the ride.                                                                                    Love, Chrishell